i feel like i've been in a total funk lately. school is the hardest thing i've ever done and it's completely taken a toll on me. i know i need to do it, i know it's in my best interest. but good god, i hate it. thank god our tax money came in and that's allowed me to free up some of my brain space and not worry so much about money. i don't think this weather is helping anything either. i'm sorry- i hate to go on and on. i just get in these mind sets where i wonder at what point in my life did i not do what i was suppose to do? why am i not buying my first house? why do i not have a savings? why do i not have a 401K ... or even know what a 401K is! i know people my age that have kids and mortgages and here i am just trying to survive business law classes and accounting exams. is there something wrong with me? these photos have nothing to do with my rant. they just make me feel better. they make me look at the little things in my life (mostly food- ha!) and try and appreciate what i have. i hope this ice storm passes soon... and i mean the one outside, as well as the one in my head
keep on truckin girl! i know part of my misery was that i was constantly worrying about grades, or getting a project done on time, or whether or not i started that paper yet, and ahhh i havent studied for that exam! but my last quarter, i decided to take it easy, i wasnt going to stress endlessly over grades, i was going to enjoy my days. and ya know what? i ended up getting my highest gpa ever.
ReplyDeletei threw all my stress (ok, not all. but a lot!) out the window, and in turn i got killer grades.
who knows, maybe it was just a fluke, but im still going to advise you to not stress about grades too heavily.
and go ahead and complain away, you gotta get it out somewhere right?
You're beautiful and amazing! You can do it!
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you are in a funk. hope things start looking up for you, girl!
ReplyDeletealso, you totally rock those bangs! gorgeous!